wanna graduate too

its very hard looking at my friends graduating, i could not explain what im feeling, i envy them and blaming my self for the things happened to me, if i didnt stopped i graduated already last year but unfortunately im here no degree just a simple private tutor.. i know that Allah has plans for me inshallah i will accept my destiny i'll treasure what i have now cause Allah says " Asa an tuhibbu shay an fahuwa sharrun lakum" maybe thats the plan for me, but i'll do my best that i can collect more finance for preparing for my college.. i want to start my college career in a good university like in MSU marawi or outside the country ( hope so).